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P31 obs keep it shut11/1/2023 ![]() That’s what I cling to today when I’ve slipped into that place again and I’m so timid in His presence at first because I just want to hold that empty cup right up and it feels so bold, so brazen, so demanding to ask Him for more….īut I think of Jesus’ first miracle. No more hiding in the shadows of the throne room doorway or pressing up against the wall and hoping that God doesn’t notice how I’ve stumbled on in. So, I can come knowing that God will welcome me because this throne of His is a throne of GRACE.Īnd at the Grace-throne, I’m confident that I am forgiven and that I am beloved.Ĭonfident that He isn’t rolling His eyes at my needy heart or sighing with frustration at the mess I’ve made of things.Ĭonfident that right then when I need Him the most, He’s offering the grace and mercy I’m so desperate for.Ĭonfident that my emptiness isn’t disappointing to Him and isn’t too much for Him to fill. My baby boy doesn’t lift his hands to me with insecurity or self-accusation he seeks my presence with confidence. Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need(Hebrews 4:16 NIV).Ĭome to Him with confidence…because Jesus is the High Priest who knows what it’s like to suffer and what it’s like to skip meals and to serve others and to lose sleep and to have to fight for rest and quiet-yes, even more than this momma of four does. What if He wishes I’d just pull it all together already and stop holding out my empty vessel for more? What if He wants me to preach to myself for a bit, talk myself right out of my own need before I drop it all down at His feet once again? It’s being in His presence, and only in that precious presence, that will restore my soul. How shy, how vulnerable-when I feel needy, broken, empty, weary, and worn. He is welcome here in my life, in my arms, in my heart.īut me, how uncertain I feel at times. More than that, I’ll probably kiss him 100 times in a minute and smooth the fuzz of his hair down and I’ll coo at him and whisper how I love him so. ![]() He knows in his baby soul a deep-down truth that Mommy will reach her arms right out for him and hold him close. Mommy, come hold me! Come love on me! Come feed me and care for me! They’ve met his needs, changed his diapers, helped him sleep.īut now he sees me and me is what he wants. He’s been playing on his own for a while or maybe he’s been cradled and rocked by someone else in the church nursery, and he’s been fine. He’s all eyes on Momma, two beautiful big and sparkly blue eyes speaking so loud, no words needed. He throws his hands up and half-hyperventilates/half squeaks to get my attention. My hardware knowledge is iffy especially in laptops so sorry if it's obvious but does anyone know what could be causing the issues?ĬPU: Intel(R) Core (TM) i7-4700HQ CPU 2.40 GHzĬPU: Intel(R) Core (TM) i7-4700HQ CPU 2.There’s some bouncing and kicking, throwing his body forward and trying to propel himself into my arms. I noticed that the battery was warm but thought nothing of it because I use my laptop about 8-12 hours a day and don't always turn it off. I made sure the pc was off before removing the battery and putting it back in.After doing such, everything worked fine and has been working fine since. I attempted this 3 more times and on the 3rd try my pc booted up and said "Emergency repair initialized" Then booted back off about 5 seconds after that. I attempted to reboot the pc and it would not turn back on. No blue screen, nothing it just shuts down as if I was holding the power button. I set up the stream like normal, got into a queue for LoL and hit "start streaming" Everything was going smooth however around 8 minutes into the stream my laptop just instantly shuts down. However, 2 days ago I attempted to stream a game of LoL and something odd happened. I resumed streaming and had no more issues but I didn't stream for long periods of time and thought nothing of it. About 2 weeks ago however, after 2 hour or so of streaming my pc would freeze and I would get a pop-up window saying "Nvidia windows kernel mode driver 337.88 stopped responding and was recovered successfully." So, I'd be forced to restart my pc because everything would freeze and no audio would play. I could stream for about 3-4 hours at a time and I had no issues. I attempted to start streaming to twitch about a month ago, first when I streamed everything worked okay.
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